Tuesday, April 30, 2013

This is something that I've been working on, you'll notice that the name sounds familiar. :) Here's the first chapter of latest WIP:

 

Flying With Broken Wings


Deep within the bowels of her cave, the red dragon lies in a heap among treasures which hold no meaning. What once was shiny has now dulled with age and had become either rusted or buried under a foot of dirt; souvenirs no longer held the strings to her memories or to her heart as they once had. Clenching her jaw from the pain, she raises her head and listens in the dark for any sound other than her own heartbeat, but the night is deathly quiet inside the cave.

 Slowly, she shakes her head as if trying to clear it from the fear, pain, and loneliness which have shrouded her like a veil for so many years, and then the
the chains around her neck and ankles tighten and clank together as she struggles to rise from the floor. Nothing has changed and it would be easier to just remain on the floor and become one with the soil like the treasures had, but she knows that one day the wind will blow in her favor and she must survive until then. For only then will she be able to fly free as a dragon should.

Upon weak and trembling legs, she stumbles and then reels from the waves of pain and nausea that continuously try to keep her down. She waits momentarily for the cave to stop spinning and then presses onward; the thought of the sweet, cool night air gives her the strength to carry on. Counting the steps as she goes, she knows exactly how many it'll take to get her to the entrance, she's been counting them every night for fifty -six years. Seventy steps, give or take, depending on her condition each night. When she was little she could bound from the lowest part of the cave, up through the upper levels, and be out the entrance in a matter of minutes, but now it seemed to her as if it took half the night. The heavy chains encased in magic weighed her down considerably, but it was the lack of food and water, and the wounds that weakened her the most.

Thirty-seven, thirty-six, thirty-five, thirty-four.....each step more painful than the one before.  Her sides heave for breath as she wills her legs forward, but she only stops once to snatch up a rat hiding within the skull of a goat. Twenty-six, twenty-five, twenty-four...now she was winding her way upward where the cave narrowed and her wings rubbed against the walls. Her legs protested with every step, but she knew that it would soon widen and once again the floor would level out. Eighteen, seventeen, sixteen...the sound of crickets signaled that the entrance was near and she could hear an owl screeching from somewhere outside the cave's walls. Not close enough yet to hear the small rill that ran down the side of the mountain into the Cahnor river, but soon now. And she pushed herself even harder. Ten, nine, eight...and there it was, she could hear it now. Four, three, two, one...with the last of her energy she burst out into the night until she felt the chains tauten--biting painfully into her neck. She collapses into the thick brush just a few feet beyond the entrance.

Her massive body appeared almost lifeless, only her chest and ribs shifted as the air moved in and out of her lungs for what must've been over an hour. Only when her limbs started to become stiff and her breathing was under control, did she stir once more. Painfully, she made her way to the rill; closing her eyes she shoved her jaws in the water's path and savored the taste and feel of it flowing over her tongue and down her throat. Her stomach grumbled at the fact that it was merely water, but her body soaked it up. She was seldom given water during the day.

Cocking her head to the side, she listens as something stirs beyond the bushes to the right of her. Slowly, she lowers her head and body, trying to make as little noise as possible--not an easy feat with the chains draping from her. Now crouching, and as still as the mountain itself, she waits.

The first scent to reach her made her recoil out of fear and hate, but then her muscles relaxed as the familiar smell of Ahshema reached her nostrils. But as the child got nearer another scent far overpowered the stench of human, and the dragon's stomach growled in response.

"Shoklam?" the girl called out. "Shoklam? Are you out? It's me, Ahshema!"

The dragon stood, letting her chains rattle loudly so that the girl could find her. As Ahshema moved towards her, it took all the will power she had not to rip the bag from the child's arms and thus frightening her or even injuring her--ironic that her captors were so fragile, and yet...so powerful.

"I brought you something," she said, laying the sack on the ground.

It was torturous watching the child fiddle with the knotted rope that held the bag closed. She thought she might eat the child if it took much longer. A deep growl rose up from her throat as she watched impatiently.

"Um...right. I'm sure you can manage that yourself," the girl said, taking a step back from the sack.

In one swift movement, the dragon's head swept down, her jaws scooped up the bag as her teeth clamped into it. With a quick shake, the contents spilled out upon the ground--the hindquarters of a pig and a hare. She dropped the torn sack and devoured the meat whole working it down her throat and then she tore the parts of the sack that had blood on them free and ate those as well. She looked back at the wide-eyed child.

"I'm s-sorry...th-that's all I have," the girl stuttered, backing up even further. "Are you still so terribly hungry, Shoklam?"

The dragon shook her head, but her stomach rumbled giving away her lie. Slowly, she turned from the girl and returned to the rill. She could hear the child quietly coming up behind her, but she paid her no heed.

"I have some Konocto root salve for your wounds, will you let me put it on?" she asked timidly. "That ogre got in an awful blow, the wound looks deep."

The dragon remained still as she deeply drank in the water. Sometimes she wished that she could talk to the child, she understood her, but the child did not have the gift to understand the dragon tongue.

"Shoklam, if it stings...it might sting...please don't eat me."

If the girl were able to understand, the red dragon would've told her that her name was Karashma Der Sojuin, born of Korack Der Sojuin and Shanabi Den Soujin, from the Eastern Realms of the Qwenndere Mountains, but for now--she supposed Shoklam would have to do.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Geez, I haven't been on here in forever, and yet you devoted, wonderful people are still viewing my blog. Thanks peeps, lurkers, and people from around the globe. <3

Well, not much is happening via writing. I have a project that I've been hired to do, so that and other artwork and of course my day job, has kept me busy. Sorry I haven't visited any blogs, one night I'll hit all of them. Promise.

I really need to get back to writing, but formatting seems to be a problem for me- so submitting work is difficult when you know it's not right. *Sigh* It's definitely not from the lack of help from friends, I'm just kind of dense when it comes to all the computer stuff and tutorials make it even more confusing. But when I have time and actually set my mind to doing it, I'm sure I'll be able to figure it out.

I have several short stories that I need to get formatted and out there so I can sit on nails waiting for the "R"s to roll in. :D I don't know if they're any good or not, but I've received some nice personal R's on a few, so that's encouraging.

Right now, though, art seems easier, so I've been going in that direction for a while, but I miss writing and other than my novel, I know there's a dragon story I need to put down on paper.

The world keeps moving, but I'm standing still. Reminds me of a song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ApInErMBGbA&list=PLFBDDCDB0325FE711

but I'm a little drunk tonight, so there's that...





Monday, February 11, 2013

To all of my devoted readers and fans:

lmao!! Okay, that was funny. :D I don't even think my kids read my blog...

Anyway, an update on all of my progress since I was last on:






















hmm...okay, I'll be back next month....and now we know why I have no readers. lol!

Good news, though. The Walking Dead has finally returned!!!!!! w00t! Now if Game of Thrones would hurry and get back on...

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

hmm...well I haven't been on for a while, so Happy New Year to everyone. :)

While last year was pretty bad, it turns out that this year is worse and I'm only 16 days in. Anyway I've been struggling to keep the house from foreclosure and the bills kept on. I don't mind starving, but when they threaten to take away the internet, the electricity, and my home--I start to panic.

It's a shame that a person can work 42 hours a week and still not be able to live. Ever seen Breaking Bad? I'm about to take that route. Just kidding, I don't know how to make meth and seeing that I'm not much of a "people person" I don't think peddaling dope out on the streets will work for me, like say...being in retail does. :D

It's been cold here, very cold. I've had to type with fingerless gloves, a scarf, hood, and sweater.  Today seems a bit warmer, though, too bad it won't last through the night.

For anyone who cares, I have been able to work on my novel (One of Us) some. Hell, just waiting for a human to come on the telephone at the bill offices, I managed to rewrite a whole chapter. The rewrites and editing is going better than I would have imagined.

Also, I'm working on a wildlife painting set in Africa. And another painting that I'll not say what it is, just in case it ends up looking like crap and I paint over it and forget that I ever had such an idea. lol! *ducks and hides from the real artists out there*

I'm still working on Swachski's roots and if I'm not careful, I'll probably overwork it. I tend to do that. :/

That's about it for now. A BIG THANKS to all of you that follow or read or follow and read :D this blog. Happy painting and writing to all of you. If I still have the webz, I'll be back. If not, I'll still be back, just not sure in which year. :D 

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

MERRY CHRISTMAS!





First I'd like to wish all my followers and anyone reading this a safe and very Merry Christmas. Thank you all for following/visiting my blog.

And then I'd like to say thank you to all the people in the military and their families.
I'm sorry if you're miles away from your loved ones and on duty somewhere. :(  God bless you for all you do and for keeping our country safe and for all the sacrifices you make in doing so. <3 Wishing you all a Merry Christmas.



And a special prayer for those who lost loved ones this year. May peace and comfort find you and hold you tight. And may broken hearts be filled with good memories. I pray that God will give you the courage and strength to carry on until the day comes when you can hold them again and walk with them in Heaven. There's no greater sorrow than the loss of a child. God bless.

 It's been a difficult year for many people, may the New Year be better for all. God bless and keep safe.

Eggnog and rum for all.

Sunday, December 9, 2012




My life flows like
ink
overturned upon
A blank page

 No rhyme or reason
It has no purpose
But my eyes are drawn
To the black liquid just the same

 I watch
As it consumes the paper
I try to make sense of its pattern
Though it makes no sense at all

 I glance out the window
As the storm moves in
The wind wails
And the rain begins to fall

 The moon whispers my name
Raising my head, I ask
Did you see my tears,
Glistening in your soft light?

 But the dark clouds roll in
And I'm alone again
The night, now
as black as the stain upon my paper

 There's a slope to my desk
And the ink has reached
The paper's boundaries
Slowly, I turn the page sideways

 The ink is halted
Suspended, confused
But only for a moment
And then it changes directions

 And flows once more
Looking for freedom
Crossing old paths
And finding new ones

 It falters, and ever so
Slightly goes off course
Seeking  direction
To escape its confinement

 Leaving behind
Some of its mass
As it searches for its way
blindly in the sea of white

 Momentum lost
But it moves
Onward until it
Reaches the edge once more

 Freedom in sight
Using most of its energy
It tries to break past the boundary
And I turn the page once more

Slowly, it falls back
Now just a drop, small and weak
No longer able to find new paths
So it trudges down old ones

 But even this
Takes its toll
And drains its substance
Until there is nothing left

 And slowly the ink dries
Forever in time, just a small
Stain among the paths of its life
Within the page's boundaries

 At first glance
The ink pattern
Seems a mess
A waste of a blank page

 And then the moon
Shines once more
And beauty can be seen
Amid Intricate patterns
 
I wonder what paths
It would've chosen
If it had only been stronger
And had not lost so much of itself

 More white than black
Is left on the page
And  I find sadness
In paths untaken

 The page's edges
Had become prison walls
Its blank areas merely
Dreams unfulfilled
 
My life flows like
ink
overturned upon
a blank page

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

What I'm working on now - The Next Big Thing




Fellow author Sharon Robards tagged me for the online game The Next Big Thing: A blog circle where authors have a chance to discuss their current works in progress/ what they’re currently working on now.


Next Big Thing:


What is your working title of your book?

The Indigos..sub title- One of Us


Where did the idea come from for the book?
I've always been drawn to stories/movies about the end of civilization.


 What genre does your book fall under?

Apocalyptic/Horror


Which actors would you choose to play your characters in a movie rendition?

I wanted to jump in and say Paul Walker, but unfortunately he's not young enough for my MC, and Sean Bean should be in it just because he's in everything. But seriously, maybe Emile Hirsch for my male mc and Ryan Newman for the female.


What is the one-sentence synopsis of your book?

After the fall of civilization, Jacob and his new friends must fight for survival as they travel across country in search of his younger brother, while seeking others like them.

Will your book be self-published or represented by an agency?

I'll be looking for an agent.


How long did it take you to write the first draft of your manuscript?

Two years and ongoing


What other books would you compare this story to within your genre?

The Road, I Am Legend


Who or what inspired you to write this book?

My daughter, son, and brother are my inspiration as well as my friends from Absolute Write. Having people that believe in you is a powerful thing. I enjoy books/movies like I am Legend, The Road, The Book of Eli, Children of Men, etc, so that's what I chose to write.

What else about your book might pique the reader’s interest?

Jacob believes that he and his group are the "normal" humans left, definitely not like the Dements that stalk and eat everything, but he may find out that they're not the normal ones after all.

I’ve tagged this diverse group of writers to join in the game.


Vincent Morrone    http://vincentmorrone.com/?p=160

Rhoda Nightingale http://glitter-n-gore.livejournal.com/

Honey Boudreaux http://honeyboudreaux.weebly.com/blog-about-writing.html


Message for the tagged authors and interested others:




Your post should be up by Tuesday of next week--(11/27) Tuesday 27th November. I hope you all have fun with this, and thanks for joining me. I've posted the "rules" below: Please tune into these blogs the week of November Tuesday 27th and check out their posts!

Include the link of who tagged you and this explanation for the people you have tagged.


Rules of the Next Big Thing
***Use this format for your post
***Answer the ten questions about your current WIP (work in progress)
***Tag five other writers/bloggers and add their links so we can hop over and meet them.

Ten Interview Questions for the Next Big Thing:

What is your working title of your book?
Where did the idea come from for the book?
What genre does your book fall under?
Which actors would you choose to play your characters in a movie rendition?
What is the one-sentence synopsis of your book?
Will your book be self-published or represented by an agency?
How long did it take you to write the first draft of your manuscript?
What other books would you compare this story to within your genre?
Who or what inspired you to write this book?
What else about your book might pique the reader’s interest?
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While you’re waiting for those new posts next week, be sure to visit Sharon Robards who tagged me, as well as any other participants in The Next Big Thing.

Have questions about my current work in progress, One of Us? Feel free to leave them in the comments and Thank you for reading and visiting my blog. :)